wor... pack my room 2day... change e formation of e room c if can change luck anot... hahaha... seems like got change le cause got surpises come once e formation is change... hahaha... so happy 2day... my heart feeling very very sweet 2day... so sweet... hahaha... very long never feel like tt liao... hahaha... so happy some1 still remember me... lucky he still remember to msg me if not sure scold him if he call... hahaha... wel 2-3 weeks didnt c him liao... least he still remember so long didnt hear from me... hahaha... 2day n 2morrow he off wed morning so most pro after work he will go devils w izruwan n siraja n they wil go wisma indochine to watch soccer after 2.30am... hahaha... really feel so happy 2day... first time my off day didnt feel so boring n surprises come 2.... hahaha... yo my present stil w him le dun tel me wait till his bday then he pass to me ar... hahahaha... still thinking wat to buy 4 his bday... most pro just ask him wat he wan la... hahaha easier ma... hahaha dun need to crack my brain ma hahaha... 2nite sure have sweet dreams even though 2morrow morning shift... whole week morning shift... wed devils fri devils sat dblo cause friend jioz... promise go must go... hahaha c can get guys there anot...

ade s long s u happy working s wat u r carry on but have to think far abit hor... cannot 4ever remind e same lor... know how u feel so i dun wan to say much... just remember most importantly is tt u r happy w wat u doing...

cat u look so 'xin fu' now.. tt gd.. remember no matter how long it last u still have it once b4.. treasure wat u have now dun think too much n too far away.. wat is urs wil b urs..

joanne happy for u tt u patch.. like wat i told ade s long s u r happy dun worry about wat others say.. final decission is still urs not for others to decide 4 u.. once u decided dun regret ur decission.. anyway if ron bully u again i make sure he suffer..

grace know tt ur great grandma has pass away.. dun know wat to say but to send my condolence to u... think in another way.. she has gone to a better & more beatuiful place to relax... time for her to rest than to suffer cause of old age... u dun wan to c her suffer too right... so lets blessed her in heaven...

so tired these few days... surf e net half way fall asleep... damn damn tired man... everyday is e same... wah lao a... england loss liao... so disappointed... most pro not going to devils 2nite... if not wrong jovin n i nite shift only... need 2 do turn over le... c how first la... sam on mc 4 1 week+... he cannot walk at e main time cause he has 30 round silver tray all drop on his toe n admitted hospital right away... he came back to give his mc n we disturb him... hahaha...

joanne.. secert le cannot write in blog 1 le.. hahaha.. so have u think properly liao mei.. remember will support u all e way...

cat cat finally u get over wat u need 2.. wil do s u request... dun worry k...hahaha... wil remember it in my mind... cheers...

grace gal.. dun think of ang amymore.. anyway he is e 1 tt has given up just take it tt he is e 1 who lost out not u... dun 4get now u have max wor... anyway he always appeared secertly infront of u 2 give u surprise 1 le... so just bcome a gd gal first k...

ade take ur time 2 deceided wat job u want to do... full time is not s easy s part time.. full time have more responsible n more pressure where else part time finish work then can go home liao... anyway u have ur own mind of wat u want... al e best in ur career... dun always think like a man can... not gd 4 u know...

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hai... another day has pass... from monday til 2morrow will b a very busy day... 2morrow is 1 of e couple tt i m going to incharge cause i did their rehersal few days ago... yesterday surprisingly vin msg me... hahaha... so coincidentally tt i m thinking of him, he msg me... hahaha... my mind is thinking (kns lor gf come back only 4get about friend liao lor) then suddenly my hp rings... at first wondering who e hell is it when i was doing turn over... then i saw 1 msg when i open msg Vincent name appear... oh my god he damn long life man.. think of him only he msg me... hahaha...

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cat really happy tt u can get over wat u should... u have e charm in u dun worry u will find ur prince charming soon real soon.... wat ever choice u make we will support u throughout... no matter where u r our hearts will support u... no matter where u go sisters 4ever... when u need a listening ear just call us anytime... we wil always lend u a shoulder to cry on or to support on... dun 4get in future ur baby wil b our god-son or god-daughter n ours too... dun 4get during ur wedding we r e sisters group to help u out... wel i wil incharge co-ordinating e whole wedding function 4 u s it is my job scope... ade wil co-ordinated e drinking party n e rest of arrangement 4 u although she cant drink much... hahahaha dun worry devilsjas here wor... hahahaha...
waiting 4 ur day to come follow by ade then me then grace n joanne...

ade gd tt u can stand back on ur feet again... i know u sure can cause u r strong in ur heart in wat ever u do... during work dun put too much stress in urself.. do watever u can.. if really cannot dun worry no 1 will blame u 4 not doing it... just tel them tt u cant... think far b 4 u decided in certain things.... something dun b too sturborn or too persistent in certain things when in work... it wouldnt help u out... know tt u have a thinking of a guy but things wouldnt turn out wat u want at times... if u need some1 to talk to anytime can call me or cat, we r more happy to heard ur thought n give advice... wel just like cat believe ur prince charming will b here real soon... some1 tt u been waiting 4... same like cat remember ur baby wil b our god children n ur wedding sisters r here... i remain e same jobscope whilst cat wil take over u s wat u wil do 4 her...

grace gal, u finally found some1 whom can really hold u tight n to keep u from flying too far... i believe so far max is e only 1 tt can make u b come a gd gal... well know tt u really like him alot but dun take things too hard... he is flying here n there 4 work n its not easy to keep a long distance relationship peacefully... s long s u r happy i wil give u my support... take gd care of ur own health... every1 is worry about u do u know tt... have a proper meals no matter how busy u r... dun stress urself too much in work... if u think u really cannot take it anymore change a new job which suits u better... everyday heard u working so long hours but didnt c u getting anything at all... think twice in wat ever u decided on... jasmine mummy wil be here to listen to all ur complain n sorrows.... MOST IMPORTANTLY IS TO TAKE CARE OF UR OWN HEALTH.....

joanne sweetie stay happy always k... u dun look sweet anymore once u frost ur face... u have a very sweet smile do u know tt... know tt u still thinking of ur ex... well this is something tt we cant interfered but can only give advice... know tt grace disapproved of wat i commented but its still ur choice... anyway just remember we r here 4 u whenever u need some1... dun keep everything to urself... u need to pour it out u need to.. if not 1 of these day u will turn mad... u stil have jocelyn support u know... s long s u r happy w ur ex go ahead but think properly first... dun be soft hearted k... if tt fool or any stupid guys bully u again, i sure make tt suffer... take care of urself at all times...

Hey... do try this out... quizilla.com..... its very accurate.. i try a few n all very accurate... there r stil more quiz tt u can try... wil try more later in e nite cause no 1 disturb me at home... hahahaha.. i try e zodic sign tt i should love it turn out to be leo... surprising vin is a leo but he belong to some1 whom he should have belong to... well there r more leo around in e world to come... shall c who is e lucky guy who got me or choosen by me... hahahaha...

ViNcEnT
still thinking of him, still in love with him
but there is nothing i can do,
memories, only memories can be caught tight in my hand,
things r meant to b urs, r meant to b,
let it go, then to strangle it,
when i c him happy, i'll be happy
when he hurt himself, my hearts hurts too
when he is sad, i feel like hugging him
when he is force to drink, i'll drink 4 him
wel all this can only be memories 4ever n ever
wil not 4get e day tt we know each other
e way tt we know each other
its such a sweet sweet memories 4 me
normally tt day means nothing to me but now its different
VALENTINE'S DAY 14.02.2004 2.25AM
4ever mark a special day in my life from tt day onwards
e day he starts appearing in my life
weeks passes by n i realise tt i hv fallen in love w him
feeling so strong n missing him so much
thinking of him makes my tears flows
my heart broke into pcs when his oversea's love was back
back in e month tt i wanted to have e best memories
wishes tt i made couldnt came true or no longer wil come true
only when in sweet dreams then it wil b fulfill
no matter how he wil 4ever b e sweetest memories in my mind
love 4ever n never
DeViLsjAsSsS

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hai so worry cannot have back my blog... lucky joanne help me n we solve it out... if not i wunt b writing again.... hai... wat a boring life... so many things need to settle... at e main time dun think of wanting a bf... always meet sm1 tt i like but have gf or not interested in me... need to concentrated in work first... be e first female snom in conrad... hahahaha.... well how long will i be staying in conrad... dun know yet will be long i think... til i find a new jobs tt really suits me... quarrel w mark 2 days ago, he is super kan jong spider 1... samsi is at oscars for cross training... wish tt he come back faster, if mark carry on like tt ai dun know who can ta han him man... i think i m e only 1... didnt c vin for sometime liao... miss him so much... dun know wat to give him for his bday present... mountblanc pen, wallet, snoopy cars ass. or i dun know... slowly think la stil got more than 1 month to go... hahahaha ;b

surprise tt vin msg me 2day to ask me where he can go 4 soccer w arron... so i recommand them to go clarke quay or boat quay or conrad ll 4 soccer but hai... conrad only show first match... they dun wan to go devils cause its too noisy to watch soccer n too x...they just wan to look 4 a quiet place to watch n drink.... finally both of them decided to go bugis 4 e first match.... bro told me tt vin not working 2morrow tt y wan to go watch soccer... i msg vin n check w him... vin hurt his hand during struggle w e robber yesterday during work... so i told him to take care of himself always during work... whenever heard tt he hurt himself,i will feel heart pain.... well still will miss him n think of him but not s much s last time... work can really occupied a person brain...

grace gal hows work recently.... remember wat i say take things easy... dun stress urself... hope things wil work out 4 u...

joanne sweetie did he still treat u well... think properly dun b affected by any1 or soft hearted bcause of wat he doing now... remember i dun wan to c u unhappy....

cat its gd tt u r happy w wat u r n working now... most importantly is tt b happy always... 4get e unhappiness... success is on e way 4 u...

ade try out first n u will know wat is really suits u... du worry luck is on ur way... lucky is shinning on u soon...

wor finally get to rest... busy for e pass 2 days... sunday preset up for nokia oc from 9am 2 6pm then monday e actual day from 9am to 1am came back hotel n stay in-house.... tuesday ericsson oc from 8am to 2am... e place is just so fuck up... hai next time i know i take mc... no more liao to tt stupid place.... 2day off day sun off day... so tiring hai..... mind full of things hai... c how 2nite go where c soccer la... maybe w bro. aaron n vincent or going devils alone w kelvin.... hahahaha... Njoy Njoy....

hai... gal gal thks 4 ur poem... its really suits me alot... i understand wat u mean n i have decided long ago not to tel him anything cause i know tt he will sure get cold feet.... well no matter how i felt 4 him he is still attach... take things s it go.... hahaha... like wat vin n me like to say... let things takes it course naturally.... no matter wat he will always b in my mind.... hahaha... grace gal, talk out w max if u feel tt u cant take it any more look 4 another guy... there r more guys around in e world.... u wil find ur sooner or later... u dun wan to make a rash decission right.... u r still young there r more to c n know n get better..... anyway every1 we have each other supports no matter wat happened.... guys is just like a shirt wear n thrown when old... hahaha... k la every1 take care of urself....

wor wor wor..... i m super shiock 2day.... drink alot of beer w a guan n jiayan.... i m so shiock so high... well really enjoy myself... but no matter how i still thinking of him..... hai.... really had so many things to do.... hai.... i really really love love him so much.....

CaN't TaKe My EyEs OfF U....

U'rE jUsT tOo Gd To B tRue
CaN't TaKe My EyEs OfF U
U'd Be LiKe HeAvEn To ToUcH
I WaNna HoLd U So MuCh
At LoNg LaSt LOVE HaS ArRiVed
N i ThAnK GoD I'm AlIvE
U're JuSt ToO gD tO bE TrUe
CaN't TaKe My EyEs OfF U

PaRdOn E WaY Tt I StArE
ThErE's NoThInG eLsE tO CoMpArE
E tHoUgHt Of U lEaVeS mE wEaK
ThErE r No WoRdS lEfT tO sPeAK
BuT iF u FeEl LiKe I fEeL
ThEn LeT mE kNoW tT iT's ReAl
U'rE jUsT tOo Gd To Be TrUe
CaN't TaKe My EyEs OfF U

i LOVE u BaBy, & iF iT's QuItE AlL rIgHt
i NEED u BaBy To WaRm My LoNeLy NiTe
i LOVE u BaBy
TrUsT iN mE wHeN I sAy
i LOVE u BaBy
DoN't LeT mE dOwN, i PRAY
i LOVE u BaBy
NoW tT i FoUnD U, STAY
AnD lEt Me LOVE u, BaBy... LeT mE LOVE u.......

wor... so busy n so tiring this week... singapore idol audition is been extended this coming sat... so happy can go again liao... any way i m working 3pm... sun going o/c pre-set up... monday nokia o/c tuesday ericsson o/c... wor wat a busy week... 2morrow going devil only can go after work.... hai dont know if he is going anot... so sad... although have been seeing his photo everyday but still hai... MISS HIM SO MUCH... well feel so sad... tears flowing down everytime i think off him... just like e song tt i love so much... Cant take my eyes off u.... really cannot take my mind of u...

haiz... off on monday again... very sianz.. e worst thing is to off on monday cause e next off day will b very far away... tue n wed work 7am thurs work 10am hahaha can go devils liao hahaha... but fri to sun work 3pm le... 2 weeks liao didnt get to c vincent at all... really miss him alot alot... yesterday during work, my fingers kana bang by e cover of e oblong charffin dish... wow... immediately shocked sia... my finger blue black liao, swollen liao.... how i wish some1 is there for me to ease my pain by concerning me..... ai.... I MISS HIM SO MUCH... ai...

yesterday went devils bar.... fun nite last nite.... winnie drank again n her friend need to send her home... she keep hugging brother when he came w his friend... lucky vincent is not there, if not vincent will be e 1 tt been hug... hahhaha...we went back at 3am this morning... ben send me home... while i was in e taxi i was msging brother... i told him how i really feel...i told him i really love vincent so much i really dun know wat to do i feel very very "xin ku" .... he ask me to tell vincent if i really like him so much.... but he advice me to 4get it if i can.... i told him i know y he advice me like tt cause vincent is waiting 4 his gf to finish studies... n he reply me yes he was surprise tt vincent is quite serious towards relationship although always see him play play... i told bro tt vincent is e 1 tt i have been looking 4 n he told me tt he feels vincent dont suit me at all... i ask him y n he told me tt this is his feeling n he tel me e best is talk face to face w him.... i told bro tt i dont want to cause i worry tt once he know he will start to avoid me... n he finally told me tt its my choices to choose.... hai..... i really really very very "xin ku" "xin ku" "xin ku"..... can some1 pls tel me or help me how 2 4get e love tt i have for him to make it to a memory 4 ever n ever....

just come back from movie... so sianz... just watch Harry Potter s gd s part 1 n 2 but not so much of excitment...hai... y my life is so boring... anyway i have register for singapore idol liao... dun know if can get into semifinal anot or perharps e audition hahaha... i have choosen e songs for audition: cant take my eyes off u, hero, it must have been love, from this moment, my heart will go on, power of love, without u...... all e love song tt is how i feeling now.... hahaha... these song suit me more la.. hahaha.... if can get to final is e best.... anyway wish myself all e best sure alot of them wil support me 1.... hahahaha.... dun know y every time i write my blog sure sure think of him.... hahahahaha.... stupid me stop thinking... hahahaha.... miss him alot...

just came back from devils... another day again... friday going devils bar again... well whos going; joanne, yiyi, cat, ben, kelvin, fraser, pat, fabien maybe, ade maybe, vin n gang maybe 2, n last but not least me 2... might b receiving my present from vin if he is going... wat can it b... could it be something i like????? he say tt my present is lying on his bed, wat could it b????? is it a teddy bear or a pillow???? i really miss him alot... didnt c him after my chalet so far since 26th may... well his birthday is coming soon... wat should i give him s a present???? well still got time 2 think n decide...

so bore... another day nothing 2 do.... off day also so sian... staying at home sleep lor wat to do.... my heart is contented s long s i can c his photo everyday.... although not his real self.... hop tt he wil not find out about blogspot n he will not know how i really feel about him.... thought of telling him b4 but my sixth sense told me not to.... perharps he might avoid me after knowing how i really feel.... tt wat i dun wat it 2 happened... really really feel so sad in love w some1 but cannot say... y like tt.... say liao scared might not b able to b friends anymore... hai human human human love.... y my life is full of steeps... nothing seems to be going on my way.... al my ex r so gd to me but e reasons tt break us apart r always stupid reason given such s; carry on study, parents disapprove, for e best of me, etc etc..... all e stupid reasons.... m i not a gd gf or they dun know how to appreciate... e 1 tt love me does not say anything cause of his friends interested in me, another stupid reason tt make some1 lost a chance or perharps e 1 tt i like lost a chance to tel me how he feel... hahahahahahaha..... STUPID STUPID STUPID LOVE....

yo.. just reach home 2day... dinner & dance is so easy... nothing much to do... due to 2morrow no staff so have 2 set up most of e things 4 them... anyway 2 day n 2 morrow off can sleep whole day to cover back.. hahaha... 2nite going devils bar n friday 2... patrick from fo is going 2 n wondering if sean is going, can get 2 know him more... well no matter how i still miss him.... still like him alot alot alot.... hai... 4get it brain not working liao.... hahahaha.....